我 想 忘了 一切 就算了

有些人会让你坚守着希望，让你想着他的每件事， 幻想每个未来。因为你，我才发现，十个他不如一个你。

只是等待实在太伤人了，很抱歉我并不是伟大的人，我累得掉不下泪了，你却还是不在乎。我放不开手，也放不开我的心。

我已经没力气去想另一个可能了，而我已经快要放弃，不只是爱情。你的冷感，让我想把一切忘了就算了。

坏女生

我又重蹈覆辙了。明知道不应该这么做，但是，我就是不想为了要成为一个好女生而不去做。
为什么我不可以勇敢的去做我想做的事呢？

偶尔当个坏女生，也没有错啊！因为好的我，只值得好的他。

结婚了

终于结婚了。心情有点复杂。祝福？？不需要我的祝福，他们也很幸福了。

肚子很痛，心有点酸，人有点累，思绪混乱了……

当我在这里忙得像狗一样，别人已经踏入另一个阶段了。那我的 忙碌是为了什么？？

虚假

对朋友失望了……已经没有期待了。

这也许教会了我，如何虚假的面对生活，面对身边的“朋友”。原来不能真实地面对朋友，他们并不稀罕。

是你们教会我这个道理的，我会如你们所愿，变成如你们般，只顾自己的“朋友”。

my feeling this few days

i m so tired this few days. keep going out, veen sometimes i m forced to go.

i wanna reject, but somehow i m worry bout my projects, activities n all the things. may be i m a fool.

b4 this, i thought i wil just simply fall in love to someone that will always concern me o wat, now only i know, if we didnt really like the person, how well he treat u , u wont accept him too.

but luckily, now he is quit from my life, n i dun have to think the reason o take the chance to tell him what i m feeling now. great.

my wish is to have a bf, not "guy". i mean, what i need is someone that can really understand me, n ready to be a good listener to me. i always have trouble in my life, hopefully there is someone else ready to accept all my weaknesses, n take care of me.

haha~great dream.. mm.. it might not be happened in my life, may be i will be single until the end of my life, but what's wrong for me to has a dream such as this? hehe..