my feeling this few days

i m so tired this few days. keep going out, veen sometimes i m forced to go.

i wanna reject, but somehow i m worry bout my projects, activities n all the things. may be i m a fool.

b4 this, i thought i wil just simply fall in love to someone that will always concern me o wat, now only i know, if we didnt really like the person, how well he treat u , u wont accept him too.

but luckily, now he is quit from my life, n i dun have to think the reason o take the chance to tell him what i m feeling now. great.

my wish is to have a bf, not "guy". i mean, what i need is someone that can really understand me, n ready to be a good listener to me. i always have trouble in my life, hopefully there is someone else ready to accept all my weaknesses, n take care of me.

haha~great dream.. mm.. it might not be happened in my life, may be i will be single until the end of my life, but what's wrong for me to has a dream such as this? hehe..